Don’t you just love those days when you just want to either kill everybody or cry your heart out. Or the days when you want to be left alone, but you yearn for company. I can’t seem to find leverage with my emotions anymore.
Not everything that is faced can be changed. But nothing can be changed until it is faced.
college…at first
this past summer was such an eye opener for me. i was deathly afraid to go to college and be out of my “comfort zone”. sure i knew people from my hometown that were going to the same school as me and i was planning on having my car with me on campus anyway. it just seemed so frightening to me at first. now after being here for a whole month i never want to leave. i have made so many awesome friends here that i know will last a lifetime. all of the things that i have been doing here at college i could never picture myself doing in high school. my teachers did not really prepare me for what college work was going to be like. it came as sort of a shock for me. all these papers, syllabi, requirements for different classes scared the shit out of me. people would ask me if i were excited to be going away and i plain flat out said no, but now that i look back on it i dont ever want to leave here. i feel so at home here, my actual home feels so foreign to me. i am going to miss school like crazy come winter break. i cannot wait for the next four years to unravel before me
